a new life

my most important person and my closest friends are all halfway around the world away from me.. so, i need to start living my life with no one but me in it.. for starters, i need to stop relying on others to do my work !! need to do list : - plan my own study plans.. - plan my own travel plans.. - plan my own life routines.. before this, i need to consider a lot of things before planning anything.. now, there's only me in my plans so, there's only me for me to consider.. it is a bit easier but i have to say, i dont mind being burdened by all those work if it means i wont be alone.. being alone : lonely : not happy..