To what extend can a person do to get a praise from someone ?
Because I honestly do not have any idea on what else to do to get a praise from the one person that I want to hear it from..
just one praise will do..
- you cooking is great..
- you are very kind..
- you look wonderful..
- you smell nice..
- you are so smart
- you make my day..
Just simple words..
I only wish to hear them once a month if once a week is that hard..
Instead, I have to put up with all this :
- I can cook better than this..
- you look fat, lose some weight..
- your face is full of acne, do something about it..
- you smell like my breath in the morning..
- are you sure you have a head ?
- why am I stuck with you all day ?
I tried my nest to be the best I can be..
but why is the one person I am waiting to praise me,
do nothing but humiliate me, over and over again.. ?
Am I really that bad ?
Am I really that unworthy of a simple praise ?
If I am not supposed to feel like crying after wards,
what am I supposed to feel ?