Feb 12, 2010

13th Story : The Reason

I ask myself :

Why do people keep living when they know its hard ?
Why do people keep living when they know its tiring ?
Why do people keep living when they know its lonely ?
Why do people keep living when they know they'll die ?

Why do people keep wanting when they know they have no hope ?
Why do people keep wanting when they know they'll never be satisfied ?
Why do people keep wanting when they know they don't need it ?
Why do people keep wanting when they know its nothing ?

Why do people keep loving when they know they'll get hurt ?
Why do people keep loving when they know it'll make them cry ?
Why do people keep loving when they know its an illusion ?
Why do people keep loving when they know its hard ?


If only there's one book, or a souce to tell the reasons..
Lifes of so many will be much better..
Because these days, I feel tired of Living, Wanting and Loving..
and I need reasons to continue..

Being alive now seems so dull and lonely..
~ you are with someone but no one is with you..

Being hopeful for something seems of no purpose..
~ you give your life to get but gain nothing..

and being in love feels like drinking poison..
~ it takes away the thirst but kills you later on..


I just want to sleep with a smile on my face at night..
and not sigh right away when I wake up in the morning..

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

ujian yg dtg dlm hdp sbnrnya wrna yg menyinar hari kita... asalkan kter percaya pada Tuhan,
percaya pada takdirnya,
insyaAllah..kter akan tersenyum saat terluka, kter akan bersyukur saat bahagia..sebab kita tahu,walaupun semua di sekeliling kita meninggalakn kita, tapi kita percaya Allah ada di sisi kita,
bersama kita, percayalah..dan yakinlah...itu asas.. sama2 kita lalui hidup dgn ceria. n 2 me scra peribadi, bila hari yang di lalui terlalu menggembirakan, scra automatik i akan takot dgn sendirinya..betol k hari ni terlalu snang tok di lalui?!! apa Tuhan tinggalkan aku.. n awak, i x reti eng, so i guess u fhm apa yg i nak smpikan..